3.4 Shills and Werewolves

The final section of the day was with Nicole.

As always she asked, “What do you want me to know?”

I raised my hand.

“I had a realization that I've been getting off on the idea of being an emotionless robot because not feeling is a ‘masculine’ problem that protects my ego,” I said. “I realized I've had opportunities to feel but I don't play because I'm att…